"A SUPERMARKET IN CALIFORNIA" by Allen Ginsberg (1955)
What thoughts I have of you tonight, Walt
Whitman, for I
walked down the sidestreets
under the trees
with a headache
selfconscious
looking at the full moon.
In
my hungry fatigue, and shopping for images, I went into the neon fruit
supermarket, dreaming of your
enumerations!
What
peaches and what penumbras! Whole families shopping at night!
Aisles
full of husbands! Wives in the avocados, babies in the tomatoes!
and
you, Garcia Lorca, what were you doing down by the watermelons?
I
saw you, Walt Whitman, childless, lonely old grubber, poking among
the meats in the refrigerator
and eyeing
the grocery boys.
I
heard you asking questions of each: Who killed the pork chops? What
price
bananas? Are you my Angel?
I
wandered in and out of the brilliant stacks of cans following you, and
followed
in my imagination by the store detective.
We strode down the open
corridors together
in our solitary fancy tasting
artichokes
possessing every frozen delicacy, and never passing the cashier.
Where
are we going, Walt Whitman? The doors close in an hour. Which
way
does your beard point tonight?
(I
touch your book and dream of our odyssey in the supermarket and feel absurd).
Will we walk solitary streets?
The trees
add shade to
shade,
lights out in the houses, we'll both be lonely.
We
will stroll dreaming of the lost America of love past blue automobiles
in
driveways, home to our silent cottage?
Ah, dear father, graybeard,
lonely old
courage-teacher, what America did
you have when Charon quit
poling his ferry
and you got out on a smoking
bank and stood watching the
boat disappear
on the black waters of Lethe.
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